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Antididact

by antididact

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For empty boughs and full hearts guide me through When embers rise and stories shared Of smiles and woes Tomes open and doors close Stories of love mired in the fog Tales bound, cracked spines, dust covered, old gods House factions of truth from the past handed down But why now, why me, why sway me so, With promise of peace and lands of pure snow Tales bound, cracked spines, dust covered, new gods House factions of truth from the past handed down I know you see, that you have chosen me A pale replication of your symphony I know you see, that you have chosen me But I can’t see through my own eyes When the trees lie dead and ash fills our mouths When the trees lie dead and ash fills our mouths Dance I will when the black curtain spreads out And the mist reaches into our hearts Dance I will when the black curtain spreads out And sing when the golden sun wanes forever Waves wash over passing lifetimes while stumbling into ours Fires claim peace while feasting on the air And what of us, who witness these miracles, can’t even see wonders here Restless shells of life (when ash fills our mouths) Dance I will when the black curtain spreads out And sing when the golden sun wanes The night falls and our hands touch Static coils at the ends of our fingers And this kiss will remain on our lips for all time Dance when the black curtain spreads out
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Panopticon 04:24
Behold the panopticon, a palace for your confinement Sightless windows into bleak cages where the watchman paces the halls Eyes clamouring for the briefest glimpse of a life to call their own Trapped down here Sounds trick the ears Shadows inside shadow’s edge Wander in and out of my sight Of my sight Behold the panopticon, a palace for your confinement Keep me in your hallowed halls Keep me safe from the empty within Make a pact with the stones to conceal my bones And hold a flame in which we begin Again Keep me in your hallowed halls Keep me safe from the empty within Make a pact with the stones to conceal my bones And hold a flame in which we begin Again Begin Again Begin Again Be brave and stay sane No use in playing these games Designed to break your will Leave pain to disdain, Naive voice of malaise And grasp this hard reality Your time here is best spent Relishing the descent Into that sweet longing caress Into that sweet longing caress Behold the panopticon Behold the panopticon Relish the descent into the Sweet longing caress
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The fires are lit inside the minds of eyes so they will find the keys that fit the locks of cries to release the gifts of crones that sit heavy on me Like wise crows who pick the meat from bones and watch while I walk alone far from home My life saw death, I could take one more step, Towards the forest deep and my content Yet why do I relent so? The choice I made to search the glades For notes of song that cursed and shamed, close in pitch to barbs that hitch and claw into my arms Grasping fronds of gilded thorns They rack my body, laced with guilt Stilled by only those who wilt and yearn to mourn The choice I made to search the glades For notes of song that cursed and shamed, Close in pitch to barbs that hitch and claw, unmade my soul to chaos Grasping fronds of gilded thorns They rack my body, laced with guilt Stilled by only those who wilt with souls so old and worn Creeping vines Snatching lies Made in kind Freezing knives in my mind Calling me down, hailing the crown of rotten signs and cleansing earth Calling me down, hailing the crown of rotten signs and cleansing earth The choice I made to search the glades For notes of song that cursed and shamed, Close in pitch to barbs that hitch clawed the air from my lungs In that I erred and choice deferred My thoughts of those whose bile I rose Chaos reigned, souls aflame, moments waned Unmade my soul My life saw death, I could take one more step, Close to the river's edge where the crows wait for me But death saw that life flows from wildness, songs found Carried on every breath between emptiness and the interstice of time.
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For the dirt consumes Oh! the boundaries to conceive spanning endless empty years Will close upon us ‘til we disperse Fragments return from whence they came Cold and dark creeps in Pulling down towards the warm A core so sublime which we will never see! Abstractions injected into the soil Constructions of hate and love and peace and toil Boiling seas of silence back where nothing exists The sky provides, the dirt consumes The sky provides, the dirt consumes And who can resist what rapture awaits? What rapture awaits! Glittering sprites pull skyward to their depths Bending light and time into a crushing pit Abstractions injected into the soil Constructions of hate and love and peace and toil Rolling oceans of nothing up where only silence persists When dirt consumes us all! Oh! the boundaries to conceive spanning endless empty fears Will close upon us til we disperse Fragments conspire from whence they burned What rapture awaits when dirt consumes...
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All your worst fears, reside in me These calls for calm have no sway And through all your beautiful prose lies a heart as weak as mine (turned into the thing you despise) And through all your beautiful prose lies a heart as weak as mine Get your hysterical lies out of my head Where manifestations show pale skin bled Valediction cannot come from a place such as this Knowing my thoughts spread from that abyss Exacting a toll of ultimate proportions Too much to bear To belie To belie all your worst fears, reside in me These calls for calm have no sway And through all your beautiful prose lies a heart as weak as mine (turned into the thing you despise) Yourself. Power and malevolence has conspired to burn all you love in aetherial fire, Where the ghosts of the past whisper sweet pestilence Through the twisting dark bridge of indifference Power and malevolence has conspired to burn all you love in aetherial fire, Where the ghosts of the past shout fervent defence Of the desperate feeling of blind ignorance Our kinship turned sour as all was at stake Sallow, rasping and hard we became Join us down here where the meek merely rot on their hands and knees in supplication Nothing you do matters, song resounds not, And the air will stifle your dreams So join us down here where the meek merely rot (Call out call out call out my child!) Nothing you do matters, songs resound not And the air will stifle your dreams (My child, call out! I can only hold out for so long!) Follow the tears in time where you felt my breath warm on your cheek and deep in your heart (Do not heed their grasping siren call. My hand! My hand! My child call out!) I have you, I’m here, I’m you.
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Written over 3 years of lockdown, this is the first EP from Antididact with 5 full tracks including bonus instrumental versions.

Spotify: open.spotify.com/album/3Fm53S3MakvsHu7Z3AnCC2
From Wildness lyric video: youtu.be/6M70INMK9kg

Recorded, mixed and mastered by frog at his house.

Equipment:

Ibanez RGA121, Bareknuckle pickups
Eastcoast 5-string bass
ENGL E530 preamp
ENGL E840/50 poweramp
Marshall JVM410H amplifier
ElectroHarmonix Freeze pedal

Marshall 4x10 cab in a cupboard
SM57 and D9 instrument mics
2x Studio Projects mic preamps

AT2035 cardioid condenser and SM58 vocal mics

Focusrite Scarlett 18i20 interface
Cubase 11 Artist

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released August 21, 2022

All tracks written, arranged, and recorded by frog and bob.

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